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Wednesday, September 15, 2010

The Future

Is not a linear progression, just because age is. Occurrences are based of cause and effect. There are multiple branches of multiple outcomes, in which branches into even more outcomes itself. Anything today is not necessarily tomorrow. What is tomorrow, might not be what tomorrow should be. Past events are unalterable but won't progress linearly in the future. The present is the past when today is yesterday. A condescending personnel is tomorrow's defeat, today. Stand for today believe for tomorrow. Then tomorrow will come one day.

Sunday, September 5, 2010

Gagal

Aku gagal dalam menulis sebab aku tak reti luahkan apa yang aku betul-betul rasa. Aku gagal dalam berkata-kata kerana aku lebih lemah dalam meluahkan apa yang aku maksudkan. Aku gagal memberi kerana semua yang aku beri selalunya tak cukup bagus. Aku gagal menerima kerana aku sering kelihatan seperti aku tidak menghargai. Aku gagal berusaha kerana aku tak berusaha cukup kuat. Aku gagal bersabar kerana rasional aku terlalu lemah. Aku gagal meluahkan apa yang sebenarnya sungguhpun ia sangat-sangat bermakna.


Aku gagal. Menjadi lelaki yang baik. :(

Thursday, August 26, 2010

Censorship in Malaysia

A few days ago I went to watch The Expandables. You know, that movie with a star-studded cast of stars? Yeah that one. Now even before watching we know it's going to be a violent action movie. They won't compile that many action stars in one movie to film a chick flick now would they? While queuing to get tickets, I noticed something. The movie is rated "18". Now not that it's weird or anything but movies in Malaysia so far has been subjected to be rated using either "U", "PG13" (this rating has only been enforced since the last few years), "18SG", "18SX", "18PA" or "18PL". The rating for this movie however was just "18". Looking around other posters, any movie with adult content is also rated with just an "18". Looks like they're simplifying the ratings with just an "18". They're also now more strict with minors trying to watch 18+ movies. I saw the lady in front of me being halted by the ticket receptionist to make sure that she's over 18 because she looks like she's not. Luckily she was. Now, before this, the censorship in Malaysia was pretty strict. Any kind of cursed word is usually cut out except for "damn" and "shit". But the thing is I think it was ran by careless people because they censor out all of the F-bombs but if that word is infused with some other word, it was allowed to pass. Hilarious I know but true.
 With the new simplified ratings system enforced, I would love to see if it was just a simple ratings change or was the censorship board has a new kind of approach to censoring. Now before getting to my point I would like to say that I think ratings are important. It's a tool for parents and guardians so that they won't allow the children under their care to view inappropriate content. This applies to all sorts of media be it movie, music, video games, books or anything at all. The only downside of it currently is that all of this ratings is being disregarded by some parents and guardians who would then lead to blaming the government for "weak enforcement". Parent and guardians, I know by all means I am not in the position to say defy you but the government is not the parent/guardian to the child under your care. It is not their responsibility to completely monitor what they are viewing. To these few ignorant parent/guardian, clean up your act and step up to the plate.


Now, onto the movie. I can gladly say that this new rating system somehow is up to the par of many other censorship board around Asia. The F-bombs are not censored (well, at least initially) and can clearly be audible in the movie. The violence is there for the most part. Violent gunshot blood squirt and dismemberment are aplenty in this movie and they seem to be left out untouched; though most of the violence in this movie is so fake and unconvincing, at least to your truly. There are a few parts of the movie that has been noticeably left out, in which I predict the scenes were of obscene vulgarity in words. They might be still a few parts that was left out but not that I notice any. The censorship in this didn't break the movie. They were few and insignificant to the media. I would say the current censorship is heading the right way.


Before some of you go guns ablaze on me, I would like to say that I am not for violence and profanity. But I am all for dynamic thinking. I think the new censorship guidelines are heading the right way because it's not trying to babysit the viewers. They have been informed earlier that the movie will contain adult content and if they happen to disregard the remark and still bring the minors to watch it (or be it the minors went themselves), every single social impact is to be carried along on their own. By not censoring the movie to a certain degree, the movie will be conveyed closer to how they intended to be viewed by the creators of the movie and the viewers won't feel like they're being monitored about all the time. Adult viewers should uphold to their own responsibility as an adult and be responsible about what they are viewing by not condoning it or even try to imitate it.  The new censorship board expects the viewer to be smart enough to take care of their own well being. Well, unless you are not then you might need to bring a few friends that are, just in case. How do you measure whether you are or not is up to you. The censorship board are also being smart because they know no matter how much they censor every mundane scenes in the movie, they are still accessible to other media by anyone of any age. It'll be better if they just leave it as it is in order to preserve the authenticity of the movie because, like I said, the viewers were informed of the adult content. Just don't watch it if you are just going to complain later.


This is the internet age where media are spread easily around the net. For every single sexual, violence and profanity content that are on the movie, a similar level or maybe even worse; far far worse are accessible on the internet. I believe that at the end of the day the success of censorship is governed by the parents and guardians themselves and how they enforce it to their young lings. All of this adult contents will be around permanently. It ain't nice and I'm not supporting it but we know there's nothing we can do to prevent it from being here. Be a smart viewer; a smart citizen and evaluate everything that has been presented to you, not just media but everything. That way no matter what is the issue at hand it can be evaluated as optimal as it should be.

*Everything here is purely my opinion and everyone has their right to object conditionally. There might be mistakes here and there but I am human after all.

Thursday, August 19, 2010

Web Comic


Cyanide and Happiness gotta be my favorite web comic there is. All the random unpredictable jokes. My gosh these people are creative. I used to spend hours just clicking on random to read on random strips. Gets me everytime. Not for kids though.

Check the link out for more!

Thursday, August 5, 2010

Good Night




Good night sleep tight
No more tears
In the morning
I'll be here

And when we say good night
Dry your eyes
Because we say good night
And not good bye

We say good night
And not good bye

Why do we say 'good bye' anyway? What is good in a bye?

Friday, July 9, 2010

No Title



Still trying.

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

The S word

It does not fix anything.

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

I'll be

When the time comes once again
I'll be where I was
When it happened once before
For the things that I had at all

Thursday, June 3, 2010

They don't help

Caffeine
didn't help me stay up

Paracetamol
didn't rid me of my headaches

Painkillers
didn't rid me of my chest pains

Sleeping Pills
didn't help me sleep

even

Anti-Psychotic Drugs
didn't help me relief my anxiety

Why do I even bother consuming them. My body just don't work with these things. Nothing is helping. Never had even the slightest fever for 2 years before this.


"Look at the bright side. At least nobody cares anymore. You have nothing to lose."

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

Tiada siapa yang tahu.


takpelah.