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Thursday, May 5, 2011

Timeless love




Masa ni la bilik aku nak berhabuk kan. Ish kene sapu nih. Mana penyapu aku letak...

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

Update

It's been over a month since I posted anything. Got a few drafts but never got the chance to finish them since I've been thinking about ways to portray my opinions without actually offending anyone. Further thinking has lead me to believe that no matter what I write, somebody, somewhere will be offended. Whether because the inability to accept different perspectives or things are too radical that their mind rejects without analyzing further first. Like for example, the last sentence I wrote will definitely prove my point anyway. Got a few drafts on some social issues I'd like to address but it's not easy to come with neutral stuff.

Yes. Neutral is actually difficult.

Also I need suggestions on stuff to write. These days I've got ideas, but not the effort to come up with sentences.



Here's an unrelated picture:

Thursday, February 24, 2011

LOL

“I am very happy as I have never won anything before and the prizes are really cool.”


Stupidest answer ever. Haha.

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

The Genius of Mamat Khalid

Before treading any further, know that this is an opinion blog. I am entitled to my own opinion and so does all of you.

To me and some of my peers, the Malaysian film industry isn't too terribly interesting. I don't call gossip interesting. There's nothing to look forward to much. Lots of the stuff churned out are all of the same thing for quite some time. Fresh ideas are something that don't come along the industry much. As we can see much of the films are love story, senseless comedy, films with messages, ghost stories and pure drama; maybe a mix of more than one element. But that's it. Many of the movies in one genre is typically the same with little variation on character, time settings and storyline. The turns and twists of most movies are so tried and exhaustive that, really, it's not surprising nor entertaining anymore. Everything is so predictable its funny. In fact, all of the movies in any genre can become so predictable that all movies are pretty much a comedy in my book. Some saving grace may come from good acting from a few select actors but rarely that ever happens. Having said all of the former, there are a few directors that are well known in the industry. Albeit, name is fame. By no means popularity measures the ability and creativity of a director. All these mundane movies makes me sick and I don't really go to the movies to watch Malaysian movies. I mostly wait until its officially out on DVD and borrow from friends.

The Malaysian movie industry however, have a few gems of its own. Enter; Mamat Khalid.


Award winning Malaysian film director

Commercial name: Mamat Khalid
Real name: Mohamad bin Mohamad Khalid
Date of Birth: 6 April 1963
Place of Birth: Ipoh, Perak

A confession, I have only seen 3 of his movies, namely Man Laksa, Zombi Kampung Pisang and Hantu Kak Limah Balik Rumah. That said, I have heard good things about his other works. Although I have only seen 3 of his work, it was enough for me to leave an impression to him. Quickly, name me just one other director that would some how and some when at any point think of making a movie about zombies? In Malaysia? Exactly. It was completely uncalled for.

Mixing up tried formulas with fresh ideas 

Where other Malaysian movies is busy milking the safe and uninspired formula of movies in Malaysia, he took the risk and went out of the way to create something completely new and unproven. He risks of being alienated with ideas so radical and somewhat weird; something that Malaysia audience might not be ready for within the local scene. He also did something else; not underestimate the Malaysian audience. Where other directors only did safe work to guarantee a controlled amount of profit, he puts aside profit for love of the art. He did such movies because he wants to, not because he wants the maximum amount of guaranteed income. To the typical audience that are not ready for such insane idea, they shun it. Calling it a piece of crap. Calling it  bonkers and illogical. But hey, for me you go to the cinema to get entertained, not to nitpick about how unrealistic stuff becomes in movies. I watch movies to escape from my daily mundane life. For as long as I had fun with the movie, it's a good movie for me. It does not necessarily need to make sense. And Mamat Khalid's movie did just so. Owh and let me get into his kind of humor because it ain't run of the mill.

Who would've thought we would have our own zombie movie one day?

When we talk about comedy there's a few kinds of them. There's the slapstick comedy where the humor comes from ridiculous physical acts. This is the kind of comedy that is done by the 3 Stooges. There's also the word comedy where hilarity ensues from the stuff that is said and implied. Another is the situational comedy, where the condition that the characters are placed sums up to something funny. Mamat Khalid however, is different. He may have the other types of comedy in his movie but he also have one other comedy that I don't see all that often; cultural comedy. That said, it might be lost in translation if the movie is viewed by foreigners or even Malaysian that are not well devised in their own culture. Frankly, I'm not big on local culture myself but I know enough for me to still call myself a Malay. Enough for me to understand and appreciate the cultural humor in his movies. A kind of humor where not many director has guts doing probably due to their mindset of underestimating the audience and mostly just to play it safe. Where many local movie stray away from cultural values of Malaysia to maximize marketability, Mamat Khalid celebrates it. He even dare to incorporate Malaysian cultural values to what seemed to be a western idea. This is apparent in his movie Rock, where even though it is about a bunch of guys trying to chase their dreams being a rockstar, which is typically only portrayed in the west. This movie tells a story of being a rockstar from a Malaysian point of view and is not ashamed to do so. Zombies came from the west. It was popularized by George A. Romero and even Resident Evil video game. It came here to our shores in the form of our movie and was lovingly crafted with our own culture for us to call our own movie. The common value of togetherness among Malay people is portrayed well in this movie, where the local villagers are seen to be gathered together at a community center for safety in numbers. This element is largely played in his movie Man Laksa. This movie does not shy away from celebrating the Malay culture of togetherness by throwing a carnival in order to raise funds for someone from the village hit with an unfortunate luck. The movie successfully portrays how Malaysians improvise with the many hurdles along the carnival. Some of the improvisation technically is not funny, but when we watch it, we laugh at ourselves because of how much it reflects our moderate people. I may not be a kampung boy that are much familiar with such local mindsets, but I appreciate them always. 

Showcasing the spirit of togetherness in rural Malaysia

I hail from the city. I like electronica and house music. I surround myself with gadget and technology. Honestly I don't go to the cinema to watch Malaysian movies. I think it's a waste of money because there's nothing much to be look forward to. Compared to western movies, you are bound to see something cool due to their high budget. Big stars fill the name and movies entertain us with modern-ness and current trends. That said however, Mamat Khalid's movies brings out the Malaysian in me. I am humbled by my origins. I learn to love it. I look at it from a different perspective. Appreciate how unique and even beautiful my country is. His movies speak to me in a way no movie does. His movie does not pull away stuff that it think I might not be familiar with, but rather asks me to give it a chance. Try to see why its done as such. Try to understand the mindset of these characters with given limitation as a rural citizen in his works. His movies asks me to appreciate and be grateful with all that I have. His movies are the kind of movies that brings identity. He's not trying to copy anyone. His movie is being itself. His movies portray Malaysia in a way few movies has ever succeeded. His movies make me, a city boy, actually appreciate -- even love my own culture.

To director Mamat Khalid, I don't think you'll ever come across this insignificant entry of mine, but if you do, I want you to know that I love your work. You actually make me feel like the local film scene actually have something going for itself. Keep doing what you do best, and to you sir, I salute. 
Sincerely,A fan.

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Thursday, February 3, 2011

Sounding off

Life has been ok. Nothing too interesting. Although recently I have been developing a new interest. I'm in love with trying to blow my speakers with bass heavy songs. Actually its more of a lame excuse for me to give to myself to get a new set of speakers. Hah. About time I guess. My current speaker is an old Sonic Gear Evo III. Bought it for around RM90 about 2 years ago. It still works and with the right settings it can still sound pretty if the volume is kept under 40%. Though since I've developed an interest of blowing them to bits, naturally I put them over the optimal limit and it sounds flat. Struggling like an animal being chocked to death. Morbid I know. I also notice with songs that are heavy with the bass, the sound is just muffled and doesn't sound like bass anymore. It just sounds like its all made of one low note even though they were actually many. Since I also game, a good speaker can be essential in having the most immersive gaming experience. This is most apparent in Dead Space. All of the ambient and necromorphs that come outta no where has to be heard in order for me to be able to react to them accordingly. Also a good pair of speakers just increases the possibility for me to shat my pants as the developer intends to.


Daaaaamn yooouu Dead Space!!!!!


I have also developed an interest towards Electronica and House music. The beats of it, the bass of it, the combination of all of them, shake 'em all good and you got yourself some sweet tunes. I'm particularly in love with deadmau5. Their music has to be heard to be believed. Listen to some of their singles in Flac with a good pair of speakers (or headphones, whatever floats your boat), and you're in for a treat. These kind of music just begs to be turned on loudly. That'll shake the foundation of your building real good. But hey as much as I like loud music, I don't turn 'em on loudly when there's people around. I just cannot go a day without listening to deadmau5. My favorites particularly are Raise Your Weapon, Ghosts 'n' Stuff, Sofi Needs A Ladder, I Remember, just to name a few. You know it, why don't you go and have a listen to their song yourselves. You might even like it. Make sure you have a good pair of sound devices to properly enjoy their music.

Best mouse ever since Mickey

In order to cater to my new hobbies, I have taken the plunge to actually get myself a good pair of 2.1 speakers. I'm not really into the 5.1 bandwagon since I live in a small room and I don't really have the space to accommodate all of those speakers. After extensive research and a reasonable budget, I got the Logitech Z-2300 THX certified speakers. Yeap, this baby can actually produce sound the quality of George Lucas' standards. The subs on this thing is 7 inches and it resonates at the power of 200w on average. A typical PC speaker is usually <10w average. Imagine the power. Not exactly over 9000 but say, enough to shake up the rooms of the whole building. I realize these are actually older speakers. The successor to it is actually the Z623 but personal research has shown that the successor is actually just half as powerful as the older brethren. I paid good money for this, I ain't gonna sit around being skimped for the money I forked out. Got a hold of these (limited) units. Haven't actually unboxed it yet. Going to do so after the CNY holidays since I'm going to Penang. Can't wait.

Shake it!!!

P/s: Attention neighbors who like to max out your cheap speakers, get ready for some serious firepower.


Monday, January 17, 2011

Run

And run and run. As far as I can.

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Wishlists



A wishlist is simply put it -- a list of stuffs (or events) that you wish you would get or happen. It consists of a list of stuffs/events usually in no particular order you want -- hence the name a wishlist. This is a typical culture in the west where there are festive seasons that are exclusively about this commercialism themed celebration. Everyone is usually obligated to give gifts to those that they are closest with to indicate a feeling of appreciation and endearment. With wishlists, the giver will skip the hassle of having to guess what the recipient might be interesting of having. All they have to do is check the wishlist, look for any items they are interested to get for the said person and they'll be zero risk of the recipient not liking the item. This makes for a more pleasant (and effective) shopping experience. The giver, the recipient; everybody wins.

Now onto the conflict that wishlists might concur -- especially in our community.

  1. Perasan - most people that are aware of a person's wishlist might reflect the person as a person that is perasan (I've no idea what that word is in English). They would think of things like "Hey you inconsiderate asswipe. Who in the world would want to give you those things? Who do you think you are? The PM's son?"
  2. Materialistic - The person might be reflected as someone who is materialistic -- having to measure people's endearment by stuffs that people give to them. People will think that the subject wants these stuff more than the presence of these people at the first place.
  3. Obnoxious - Wishlisters will be applied with both of the properties therefore building up to the ultimate translation of that person is a complete jerk. Usually, people with more than one "morality issues" (usually just 2) will be reflected as "having lots of moral issues" due to the mass generalization that is at large. This will cause the subject to be treated poorly until when-when.
Truth of the being; a wishlist is not something that people (should) shove onto other people's spaces. It should only be made available and accessible to anyone that is interested to give anything at all to the subject without wanting to risk giving something that the subject might not like/already have. It is optional. I repeat, OPTIONAL. No one is forced to look at it and/or even give a flying hot chocolate mousse about the list. It is there for convenience. Just like a lot of other product research that we do, we tend to put stuffs into lists to make it easier and more efficient. The same property applies here. You wanna know, you look at it. You're curious, you look at it. You wanna look at it because you have nothing better to do, go ahead. You are not forced to do anything. But say if the list is just there and not forced to be read (or showed off) but you still judge about how inconsiderate the subject is, then you are currently being very ironic to yourself.

Also, like everything in life that does not interfere with you life directly -- don't be so easy to pass judgement. Be an observer. If you really think the matter at hands should be given extra attention then be courteous and approach with the most effective and non-offensive method possible. Not drop charges like it's hot.

For those of you interested to start a wishlist, visit Wishlistr.

Sunday, December 12, 2010

Don't uninstall Steam using CCleaner

I was doing some housekeeping for my primary HDD recently when suddenly my Steam client got corrupted and unable to launch games. So I did the same as with many problematic applications that I have; uninstall and reinstall it. As usual, I uninstalled it with CCleaner, as how I uninstalled everything on my PC. Took longer than usual but it uninstalled. Which come to my surprise when I realize that all of the games in my Steam folder was also wiped out. Nooooooooooooooo! Well, too late to regret. Checked on a few forum on the net and they said there were an option of what to uninstall when removing Steam but it didn't prompt when I uninstall it using CCleaner. So there you have it, wiped out around 25GB of games that now needs to be redownloaded. Luckily all of the save game files are stored on different parts of the PC and it is safe and also lucky it was on Steam so it can never actually be lost since I still own the game on Steam. Lost all of my Non-Steam games shortcut though. These are the games that I lost and need to be redownloaded. Games in Italic are games that I haven't even played or played less than one hour as of yet:
  1. Alien Swarm
  2. And Yet It Moves
  3. Borderlands
  4. Devil May Cry 4
  5. DiRT 2
  6. Doc Clock: The Toasted Sandwich of Time
  7. Eufloria
  8. Gish
  9. Half-Life 2
  10. Half-Life 2: Deathmatch
  11. Half-Life 2: Episode 1
  12. Half-Life 2: Episode 2
  13. Half-Life 2: Lost Coast
  14. Iron Grip: Warlord
  15. Jolly Rover
  16. Left 4 Dead 2
  17. Overlord
  18. Overlord: Raising Hell
  19. Overlord II
  20. Peggle Extreme
  21. Portal
  22. Puzzle Agent
  23. Recettear: An Item Shop's Tale
  24. Red Faction: Guerilla
  25. Team Fortress 2
  26. VVVVVV
  27. World of Goo
Note to self: Backup game when uninstalling Steam.

Saturday, December 11, 2010

Upgrades and such

So earlier this morning, I excitedly went to the Pos Laju Centre at Bangi to pick up my parcel. Got there as soon as the place opens. Since I'm guessing they'll be posting the parcel to homes today so I'll have to be quick before they actually load up my stuff to be sent. If this happens, it will force me to wait for an indefinite amount of time. This is the waiting time that I cannot afford to take because I've been waiting for this package for over a week now so naturally I'm pumped! So pumped that punctuations are getting less and less in my sentences. Ordered some bargain stuff since its the Black Friday and stuff and I've saved quite a lot and got stuff that aren't available here in the country. In retrospect, the stuff I ordered was an upgrade of some sort to me.


Graphics upgrade
I was running an outdated graphics card before. Just an Nvidia 9500 GT. It was ok 2 years ago but it gets old quick. A lot of electronics stuff gets old quick nowadays. Ordered up an EVGA Nvidia 450 GTS 1GB that I got for just $80. The manufacturer's standard retail price (MSRP) for this item is actually $130. So I saved $50 there. Been targeting just as far as the 250 GTS but at this lucrative price I might just as well jump the gun since this'll be the maximum card my current motherboard and power supply unit can handle. I not throwing away my old 9500 GT 512MB though. It is now my dedicated PhysX processing unit. A lot of forums been saying that its too slow to be a PhysX card though but I'm gonna try it on a few games first and see how it goes. As for my new primary weapon; the 450, its rather a large card really. Quite heavy too. Had to move my secondary HDD to make space for the card. Installation was very easy. Although since I'm running an older monitor, which forced me to use the DVI to VGA adapter, the image comes out a bit... how do I say it.. funky. Ain't sharp as usual. It has that HDTV feeling to it. I dunno. But it doesn't look bad though. Not a deal breaker. Tested a few games and so far have been able to run a lot of games on maximum without any hiccups. Well I don't have that big of a monitor to being with though. Just a 19' sporting 1440x900. Now I can go nagging about this for quite a while but I don't want to. Gonna stop here for graphics card.



Wallet upgrade
My old wallet was in a very very worn condition since... well it been worn so its suffering from wear and tear, more so than usual since it's not water resistant but has been exposed to water several times already. Not only it was ugly, it was breaking the card in it. Had to change it. Got the wallet at a very special price. Also Black Friday deal. Its uh Calvin Klein if I'm not mistaken. Black. Leather. Smells like PVC though. Removable ID compartment. I can't find an image for this but hey its wallet what could it possibly look like.

Humor upgrade
Well its not that my sense of humor thats getting an upgrade. I don't think thats even possible. Rather I got the Cyanide & Happiness books, both of them. The self titled and Ice Cream & Sadness. Only been taking glimpses at both of these books. I thought it was a hardcover but it wasn't. It's also white in color so I'm going to find a plastic cover for it as soon as possible. Also on sale for the Black Friday. Got both of them at a special price. As for the contents themselves, well what can you say? These people are comedic geniuses.

Problem upgrade
Actually I also order a Creative Vado HD (2nd Gen) since I've been wanting to have my own pocket HD camcorder.But luck has it that its not my time yet to have one. I received a defective unit. It cannot be turned on. Checked out the site, went to the forums and saw a lot of people having the same problem as me. In fact, its the most viewed thread in the whole section. What does that say about the quality of their product. Now I have to return it to Amazon waaaay out there to Lexington, KY. Thats gonna cost even more money. Not to mention how much I've already spent shipping it here. I'm never gonna buy anything from Creative again. First experience with their brand and already problematic. I hope they can give me a refund. I wanna get something other brand. This camcorder sucks. No wonder they're very cheap.



There are some other stuff as well. Even free gifts. Don't feel like writing about them. Let them be them. Spent a lot on stuffs I've always wanted to buy. I don't regret buying them. Black Friday's discounts are very kind towards electronics and I took advantage of it. That is all.

Saturday, November 27, 2010

Grabbin' Deals

Bought some awesome stuffs during the Black Friday sale. At the time of writing they are still shipping. In short I bought an HD camcorder and a new graphic card. That's right I bought a new card after wanting to upgrade for a year! Also some stuffs from the Steam sale. They always offer awesome sales during these holiday seasons.




Will update later with further detail. Maybe even more than texts. Can't wait!